Comments on: Ticketed Show at Living Room #13 Experience http://suzenjuel.com/2009/10/15/ticketed-show-at-living-room-13-experience/ A site for my art, music, pictures, and words. Wed, 08 Feb 2012 19:50:01 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 By: suzenjuel http://suzenjuel.com/2009/10/15/ticketed-show-at-living-room-13-experience/comment-page-1/#comment-9 suzenjuel Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:33:28 +0000 http://suzenjuel.com/?p=97#comment-9 I don't know if the emotion is Always unfitting, sometimes it's very fitting...perhaps a bit exaggerated from time to time. But being able to pull things together out of an emotion, seems rather proper (since madness is like that) LOL I don’t know if the emotion is Always unfitting, sometimes it’s very fitting…perhaps a bit exaggerated from time to time. But being able to pull things together out of an emotion, seems rather proper (since madness is like that) LOL

]]> By: Doubledown Tandino http://suzenjuel.com/2009/10/15/ticketed-show-at-living-room-13-experience/comment-page-1/#comment-8 Doubledown Tandino Mon, 19 Oct 2009 01:00:37 +0000 http://suzenjuel.com/?p=97#comment-8 I'm bipolar.... or at least that's what the therapists tell me.... or want to tell me so that I'll keep coming back and working on my issues with them. For me: what it is FOR ME... is that there's a chemical imbalance in my brain. What happens is either for reason, or without reason, I will suddenly change mood. At moments where I am having a great time, the "normal person" would continue to have a great time... but for me, instead, there's like a click in my brain that suddenly shuts off the good time serration and melatonin and suddenly I become extremely self-aware, and self-conscious of it happening... and it pulls me out of the moment of having this great time. Bipolar isn't some kind of nutjob lunatic thing.... We don't laugh at funerals and we aren't saddened when babies are born. It's just a small switch in the brain that disrupts the current 'in the moment' emotion, and swaps it with an unfitting emotion. thats my opinion anyway. And I said that to my last therapist right before I walked out of her office telling her she wouldn't be getting paid. I’m bipolar…. or at least that’s what the therapists tell me…. or want to tell me so that I’ll keep coming back and working on my issues with them.

For me: what it is FOR ME… is that there’s a chemical imbalance in my brain. What happens is either for reason, or without reason, I will suddenly change mood. At moments where I am having a great time, the “normal person” would continue to have a great time… but for me, instead, there’s like a click in my brain that suddenly shuts off the good time serration and melatonin and suddenly I become extremely self-aware, and self-conscious of it happening… and it pulls me out of the moment of having this great time.

Bipolar isn’t some kind of nutjob lunatic thing…. We don’t laugh at funerals and we aren’t saddened when babies are born. It’s just a small switch in the brain that disrupts the current ‘in the moment’ emotion, and swaps it with an unfitting emotion.

thats my opinion anyway. And I said that to my last therapist right before I walked out of her office telling her she wouldn’t be getting paid.

]]> By: suzenjuel http://suzenjuel.com/2009/10/15/ticketed-show-at-living-room-13-experience/comment-page-1/#comment-7 suzenjuel Fri, 16 Oct 2009 14:14:17 +0000 http://suzenjuel.com/?p=97#comment-7 SAY SOMETHING? ok..i did :) SAY SOMETHING? ok..i did :)

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